It’s been quite a while since I had this feeling. It’s a feeling I don’t know how to name. I snapped at my boy because of a joke. A silly joke we’ve had since day one. I felt hurt and started to link random facts in my head. Suddenly, I was pissed and two seconds later, depressed. After a round of questions, I realized it wasn’t what just happened but somehow it was him. I’ve never had this kind of relationship, you know, normal and cool. I’m used to screw-ups, uncomfortableness and fights but I’m not sure if this is the root of this feeling since I’ve already felt it before. I’m gonna spend the weekend trying to figure out what the hell this is. I don’t like it.
