hopping into puddles

Incomprensible, lo sé.

Hello, this is me. Going crazy.

It’s been quite a while since I had this feeling. It’s a feeling I don’t know how to name. I snapped at my boy because of a joke. A silly joke we’ve had since day one. I felt hurt and started to link random facts in my head. Suddenly, I was pissed and two seconds later, depressed. After a round of questions, I realized it wasn’t what just happened but somehow it was him. I’ve never had this kind of relationship, you know, normal and cool. I’m used to screw-ups, uncomfortableness and fights but I’m not sure if this is the root of this feeling since I’ve already felt it before. I’m gonna spend the weekend trying to figure out what the hell this is. I don’t like it. 

“Antes que ver el Sol” (by Coti) cuando me las daba de artista incomprendida en el 2007, algo viejo.

Hoy es la última noche de mis lindos mininos. Mañana estarán en una caja de exhibición esperando por personas nuevas que los escojan y los lleven a su casa. No se imaginan lo triste que estoy. No soy amante de los gatos pero estos dos se ganaron mi corazón el primer día que los vi. Mi hermana los trajo a la casa porque los iban a “poner a dormir”. No nos los podemos quedar y no hay nadie cercano a nosotros que los quiera. Tenemos que ponerlos en adopción y eso será mañana.

Tienen un mes con nosotras pero se siente como más tiempo… Me impresiona el cariño que les he agarrado. No puedo dejar de jugar con ellos. No quiero que sea mañana. A pesar de mis alergias, mis trenzas y cables mordidos, y el olor de la caja de arena, los voy a extrañar en exceso. Que tengan una buena vida pequeños gatunos, los quiero.

We live in a very crazy world surrounded by very crazy people.

Usually it’s very easy for me to find out who you are, what you’re like and how you think by just looking at you. It is something that my career has given me and it’s one of the few things that I’m really good at. Meeting people for the first time is always something extremely exciting for me because I get to see a lot of different personalities interacting with each other in one room. It’s even more fun when my first impression was not completely accurate. I love meeting new people that prove me wrong. Today I can honestly say I’m having a blast knowing that what I took for granted is not like that.

I’ll go back to my crazy world surrounded by unexpected people with a whiskey on my hand. Simply smiling, knowing I’m wrong.

Palabras

Las palabras son todo lo que tenemos. Sea hablada o escrita la utilizamos para crear o destruir a nuestro placer y conveniencia. Una es sensata y coherente por ser completamente racional y conciente. La otra, tiene fuerza y sentimiento debido a su espontaneidad y naturalidad.

Tengo muchas cosas por decir, muchas ideas que compartir y muchas opiniones que debatir. Plasmar mis palabras en físico resulta relativamente fácil, es por esto que, a partir de hoy, comienzo a hacerlas públicas.

Espero ser de su agrado y, como alguien dijo una vez: yo no busco un gran número de lectores, sino un cierto número de relectores. Hasta pronto.

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Words 

Words are all we’ve got. Whether it’s talked or written we use it to create or destroy whenever we feel like it. One is sensible and coherent due to its rationality and consciousness. The other one has a lot of strength and feelings because it’s very spontaneous and natural.

I have many things to say, many ideas to share and many opinions to debate. For me, it’s relatively easy to write down my words on a paper, this is why, from now on, I’ll start to make them public.

I hope to be of your taste and, as someone once said: I don’t look for a great number of readers, but a certain number of rereaders. Be writing soon.